KT: 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006

ANOTHER all-nighter? Tha' heck is wrong with me?!?!? After today....SLEEP.

I'm...so...sleepy..

I'm about to die. I've been awake for four days. I'm shaking and its disgusting. A couple more hours until school starts and I still have to finish all of my assignments. I predict more days like this. Thank you AP U.S. History and A.P English. I hate you.

I. AM. DEAD. I am so screwed it's not even funny. I'm at a point where I would pay someone 50 bucks to do it for me.

Not as far as I hoped to be. STILL. Dangit. If I hurry I can at least finish Huck Finn. I'm angry that I didn't get started on Scarlet.

update: I'm not reading as fast as I would have hoped. I don't know why I'm so sleepy. I usually sleep later than this. God dangit.

Locking myself in my bathroom with a couple energy drinks.

Goal:Finish Huck Finn and half of Scarlet. I hope I'm conscious tomorrow.

I read a one-shot when I should've been doing summer reading. It was bittersweet, beautiful, and WELL worth it. But now I can't concentrate because of the twisting feeling in my gut. Thanks, Yoosu angst.

Woohoo. License, baby!

Yay to 10-year old cocker spaniel, pageant curled, crooked choppy bangs.

w00t.

I just got my hair done.........no comment. I look like a little kid. A cocker spaniel or however the heck you spell it. It's more of a "cute" hairstyle..I miss my straight hair..so...badly TT_TT

OMFG. I'M FRICKIN PISSED OFF. I SHOULD'VE KEPT TVANTS INSTEAD OF DLING JUST NOW WTFFFFF IM GOING TO BE AT LEAST 15 MINUTES LAAAAAAAATE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! TT-TT IM GOING TO CRY.

EDIT: OMFG I MADE IT IN TIME OMFG OMFG OMFG!! Dude...seriously.. This was the best thing I've ever seen in my LIFE. Even better than Dangerous Love O_O because the gayness was FREAKING EVERYWHERE. HOLY MOLY FREAKING GOD ALMIGHTY. I CANT EVEN PUT THIS INTO WORDS. MY HEART RATE....WAS FREAKING FAAAAAAAAAAST IT WAS LIKE I WAS RUNNING!! NOOOO JOKE. AND I COULDNT BREATHE. I WAS SERIOUSLY SHAKING..THE GAYNESS IS SO FREAKING GOOD OMFG IM GONNA DIE. I TOTALLY FORGOT ALL ABOUT SUMMER READING AND JUST...OMFG GOT LOST INTO THE EPISODE. OMFG OMFGGGG KYUHYUN IS SUCH A GOOD ACTOR FREAKING HOT. OMFG YEHWOOK IS SO CUTE TOGETHER OMFGGG RYEOWOOK IS SO CUTE I WANT TO THROW HIM AGAINST THE WALL, AND OMG SPEAKING OF THROWING AGAINST THE WALL SIWON THROWING DONGHAE? HOTNESS. OMFG TEUK SEXINESS HAIR FLIP NAKEDNESS OMG I WANTED TO SEE MORE. OMFG EUNHAE KISSING IN BATHROOM WHY WAS THE CAMERA OFF?!? OMFG I WANTED TO SEE MORE. SHHHHHHOOOOOOOOT DONGHAE BANDAID ON PIMPLE HAHAHAHAHA OMFG KANGIN THROWING EETUEK OMFG EVEN HOTTER. OMFG EUNHAE IS SO CRAZY HOT IM DYING. OMFG OMFOGMOFMFOMGOMGOMGOMO HOLLLY SHIZNIT LIKE WHEN THEY WERE ROLLING AROUND THE BED TOGETHER I LITERALLY DIED DIED DIED DIED DIED. OMFG
THIS IS SO GOOD. I'VE NEVER FELT THIS HAPPY ABOUT A DRAMA IN A LONG LONG WHILE OMFGGGGGGGGGG. IM STILL DYING. OMFG THERE WAS SO MANY COUPLES GOING AROUND. OMG MY BRAIN IS GOING TO EXPLODE.

TT_TT YOOSU <3<3<3<3

LOVE SO TRUE~ YOOCHUN+JUNSU

H...H...HUK...O_________O -NOSEBLEEDS-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 아이쒸!!
그들 때문에 못살아!!!! 넘 섹시해!!!

I FREAKING LOVE KYUHYUN'S VOICE O_O I want his vocal chords.

shinhwa 04winter story_dongwan kiss andy

I love Shinhwa gayness.

Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuum... I'm going to sleep now. Good morning!

It's 6:51 and it is ridiculously light outside. ALREADY. What does this remind me of? School. Disgusting.

Why am I STILL awake? =___= my head is slowly starting to hurt. At least I can say I've fully done an all-nighter.

It's 4:39 and I'm still not sleeping. Psychotic much? Actually, my brother and I are trying out an all-nighter. Partay. My eyes feel poofy.

I just signed onto AIM, and I was amazed to find that NO ONE was online. o_o I actually expected a few of the usual late-nighters to be awake, but then I remembered that everyone had better things to do tomorrow, I mean, today...including myself :P
Happy Birthday Quyen, you sexy overprotective boyfriend of mine. I love you. Happy Birthday to your dad too. He's awesome!

HOLY CRAP TONIGHT IS SO GOOD RIGHT NOW.

SUJU..........CAN I SAY HOTNESS?!?!?!??! HOTTTTTTTNESSSSSSSS ON MUSIC WAVE!?!?!?

AND TO ADD TO THIS?!?! DONGBANG IN SEPTEMBER'S ISSUE OF ELLE. HOLY JEEBUS ALMIGHTY. HAVE I EVER SEEN THEM IN THESE KINDS OF CLOTHES? NO. DO I WANT TO SEE MORE OF IT. YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES. HOLY SHIZNIT. OMFG JAE LOOKS DIFF....BUT SO HOT. YUNHO...HOLY MOLY I CANT EVEN TALK ABOUT HIM. XIAH...OMG...SEXY. YOOCHUN? DESPITE THE STRANGE HAIR, STILL HOT. CHANGMIN, DESPITE HIS AJUSHI HAIR WAS SMOKIN'. OMFG SPAZZ UPDATE.
I seriously.. when I saw the title, I was in denial, thinking they were psed. BUT ITS NOT. Then as I started looking at them my eyes became O_O and I started pounding my chest because my heart had stopped.

My new favorite gif courtesy of 옂
SWEET EUNHAE BOY LOVIN' BED SCENE GAYNESS.
It's a beautiful thing. It really is.

Super Junior M.Net Mini-Drama Episode 2 PREVIEW

GAYNESS.

^

HOLY CRAP.

I just watched Suju's drama LIVE. o_o...it's late, but I'm so awake. It was so friggin' scary I almost pissed my pants.
Gangster!Ryeowook was so cute. Gangster!Donghae is hottness 8)
Nerd!Kangin made me sad TT_TT Dude that freaky girl is so gross..

Next week... is gonna ROCK. GAYNESS EVERYWHERE. DID I MENTION GAYNESS? GOD. Kissing games, gay rolling around the bed with legs wrapped around eachother GAYNESS LOVING. Not to mention SHIHAE. KANGTEUK. EUNHAE. KYUMIN. OMG HOT COUPLES. Shiwon wiping Hae's face??? Kangin and Eeteuk kissing?!?!?! Hyuk kissing Hae on the cheek?! KYUMIN LOVE HUGGING?! I'm spazzing out, but DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG I want to watch next weeks episode soooo badly. I love Super Junior fanservice so much. This is Yunho and Jaejoong banjun drama episode times 10. They were gay, but not to the point where they were kissing eachother and rolling around a bed together. o_o

I'm officially screwed. On this day, August 15, two weeks before school starts, I will state that I have not started my summer reading. Am I screwed? ROYALLY. Do I care? I get panic attacks. Do these panic attacks urge me to start? No. Am I a freaking retard for not doing it? Yes.

To add to this, I officially died, rejuvenate myself, died again, and miraculously revived myself again. Why? Let's just say that my interpersonal relationship, my unstated expectations of JJ have not been met. My cousin thinks I'm crazy if I believe the unbelievably believable rumors. I'm happy that he's happy. Does this event change my view on him? No. It might have, for a split second, where my eyes had wandered towards his other group member. Namely, Yunho. Did I realize my mistake in doing so? Yes. Was I being selfish by doing so? Yes. How do I feel now? Indifferent. Not in a sense that I don't care about him. Don't get me wrong. Indifferent on the subject matter. Indifference to whether or not the rumors are true. Either way, the JJ that I'm viewing through my computer is still the same. He hasn't turned into some hideous monster due to this. I still care for him the same. Don't worry, my obsession is still at its peak, thank you very much. Especially since Isabelle went psychopathic on me yesterday for my split second affair. Hahaha. I'm not a baramdoongi!
Even so, I highly doubt they would tie the knot. Hopefully not. She's too young. His loving parents wouldn't approve. But, maybe the girl is dilusional and only believes that they're together. She IS, after all, a fifteen year old African American girl living in New York, who loves poetry and teaches Tae Kwon Do. No negative connotation intended.

"Rising Sun Concert in Korea sets the record as 1 minute sold out on the first day of the public sale. But Thailand may set the new record by selling out the tickets before the first day of the public sale!"

That's absolutely insane. I think they're the only group in Asia that can sell tickets like that.

I'm shocked. I heard the news during summer school from Janice, and I'm still in shock. After reading the Soompi Super Junior forum, this huge feeling of compassion flooded over me. While reading what one of the Korean fans said on Bestiz, I started to tear up. I don't know what it is about the Super Junior and TVXQ boys that makes me so attached to them. It's like they're a part of me, and to hear that Donghae's father passed away is as if a close friend's father passed away. The worst way to leave someone is to leave them with regret. Donghae hadn't seen his parents in 6 years and started to tear up on Full House while talking about it. Even when Suju won their first Mutizen Award, while he was crying he wished his father to be healthy. He and his father were extremely close, and that's what breaks my heart. His father wanted to be a singer too, but his father (Donghae's grandfather) wouldn't let him, so he was more than happy when Donghae wanted to become a singer. The thing I am relieved about is that he passed away after he was able to witness Donghae's success. I'm sure he's looking down on Donghae with so much pride. What hurts me the most is that Donghae was not able to be with his father when he passed away, and I'm sure he's taking it HARD. What makes it worse is that anti fans were celebrating his dads death on 텔존 (a Korean bbs where a lot of antis talk crap) and fans started screaming, "Oppa! Oppa!" when Donghae arrived for his dad's Wake. I'm absolutely shocked at the heartlessness of some antis. It doesn't matter if you're an anti or not, but there's a fine line between being an anti and being absolutely inhuman. Celebrating because of his father's death? These antis seriously need to grow up. You can hate a celebrity all you want, but when you celebrate his/her loved one's death....That's just seriously...Cruel. How can you do that? Do they feel good with themselves after celebrating? Don't they even have emotions? Can't they feel remorse? For God's sakes! These type of people are the ones that need to be eliminated from the face of this earth. I'm sure all of us have hated people, and even with a passion, but REJOICING about their loved one's death is a line that no one should cross. The event resembles that of when Seo Jaeho had a funeral, and TVXQ fans (antis of Seo Jaeho) came to his funeral saying it was his fault that the TVXQ boys got hurt. (There was a car accident between him and the TVXQ boys). THE MAN DIED AND THE FANS GO TO HIS FREAKING FUNERAL TO SAY IT WAS HIS FAULT THAT THE BOYS GOT HURT. That to me, is immaturity and the inability to understand human emotion. Just like Heechul said, fans need to KNOW WHERE THEY ARE BEFORE THEY ACT. Some fans leave me utterly speechless. Especially some TVXQ and Suju fans, because they seem the most extreme. Yehsung got a shoe thrown at his eye, Kibum hurt his arm, and Donghae broke his arm due to f-ing psycho fans that want to grope them. TVXQ boys getting clawed and pushed down, and hitting Yunho's legs when his ligaments were ruptured. This to me, is something I can never understand. Hurting the ones you love, just so you can touch them. That's RIDICULOUS, and should not go unpunished. Now I know why the managers slap and kick the fans. If I were their manager I would do worse than that. Fans and media should be banned from funerals...It's invading their right as a human being to have privacy. Some Korean fans irritate me. Mostly because they're all younger girls in middle school, and for some strange reason have not matured enough to understand that these boys are not GODS, but they are freaking human beings with emotions and should be treated as such. The older fans are better able to understand and sympathize with such traumatic events. I understand that they might be excited to be seeing their favorite celebrity, but in an environment such as a funeral? That's ridiculous, and even at airports. ANYTHING that makes the boys uncomfortable should NOT be done, such as running and screaming at them or grabbing them at airports or anywhere in general. There's good and bad sides of being a TVXQ fan. They are extremely passionate and kind when they want to, but they are definitely the most f-ing psycho. The reason why so many people don't like TVXQ fans, is because they're so immature. They start BASHING on someone that doesn't like TVXQ. I'm not saying ALL of TVXQ fans are like this, but many are. I mean, I see a lot of people on youtube who don't like TVXQ because they like H.O.T, and think that they're trying to replace H.O.T. and I'm fine with that. I mean, I'd be angry, but I wouldn't go calling her a b*tch or start bashing H.O.T just because she doesn't like TVXQ. I'm sure she'd start liking them after she started seeing how their personalities are like, but if she doesn't want to, then I'm fine with that too. If I were just an outsider, I'd probably dislike TVXQ if I were to solely base it on some of the actions of certain fans. I'm sure there are a lot of sane ones who respect other artists as well as TVXQ, but there are so many more that seriously need reality checks. They are the fans who should not be considered fans. If you can't be considerate of who you're supporting, then you might as well not support them at all. Antis are a whole other topic that I'd rather not get into..All I can say is that they don't have souls or human capacities to understand other people's pain. It's mind blowing.
Donghae, be strong. It's good that he has the other members of Suju who love him very much. I hope SM postpones all of the activities he's in so he can be given time to mourn. He is seriously one of the most adorable boys in Suju, and just thinking about him....being devastated just breaks my heart. I wish him well, and the strength to pull through such a tragic event.
To the fans who disrespected his privacy:
이봐요. 당신들 팬맞습니까?!

삼가 고인의 명복을 빕니다....동해 오빠....울지 말고..힘내...제발.

마음이 진짜...아프다..

Just spent 3 hours rearranging the posters in my room for no apparent reason. I took down all of their older pictures, and framed the nice gloss photos of TVXQ that I got from the All about TVXQ box set with the frames Stephanie gave me. The frames smell so....badly. Hahaha. My walls look much cleaner and more organized.

One side of my room.

Close-up of left side pictures.

Other side of my room. Pictures from Hollywood Bowl under and over my Buzz poster. We sat pretty dang close.

Example close-up.

Another example. Too dark >L

Another side of my room.

Best side of my room. All about TVXQ poster with framed individual and group pictures over my bed. I've also coupled Junsu with Yoochun and Jaejoong with Yunho. The lovely Changmin is to be saved for Isabelle. ^^ HEHE

I apparently have my own plaza. A drug plaza. o_O The day before Hollywood Bowl in Ktown. (Btw, ktown is extremely boring. Nothing but two malls...both with barely any stores. The only stores of interest are the cd stores with outrageously expensive cds and such. =_= )

Saw this restaurant while walking around. It says "Yoochun" HAHAHA

In San Diego while visiting my papa. I couldn't help but take a picture. (WaterWater ^^W) should know what I'm talking about. :P

Anyway, I still have to write my 7 page essay for Humanistic Psychology and study for the final coming up on Thursday. TT_TT Also have to do summer reading. -sigh- It's a good thing and a bad thing that Isabelle and Janice are going to the retreat. Good thing is I can concentrate on my essay and final for Summer School. Bad thing is I wont be able to talk to them for 4 days. WHO WILL I SPAZZ TO?! -dies-
There's always Stacy. MWEHEHEHEHEHE. >D

WTF is wrong with the alignment of my blog. o_O This always happens. Agh.

How does Changmin have a funny face? I'M TALKING TO YOU, ANONYMOUS. Who, by the way sounds like Stephanie, but can also sound like Brian? To the other Anonymous people, whom I happen to know, thank you for your beautiful Suju Full House quotes. Hehe
"I'm not easy." is my favorite after "I'm long." HAHAHA

Stacy- RYEOWOOK IS NOT AN INNOCENT BOY. That's why you like him. heh heh.. He likes touching his butt, and then Kyuhyun's butt......Kyu doesn't seem to mind >:D
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It sucks that blogger doesnt let me put up gifs. I have so many swivel hip thrusts and body waves. =/

TRIO!

Youngsaeng and Jungmin at Youngstreet. HTROHNOGEGAYNESSBOYLOVINGHGTBOTERT. I kinda wanted it to be Youngsaeng and Hyunjoong, but I can't turn down boy loving. I just can't.

The lovely Cassiopeia. The official Korean fanclub of TVXQ. 900,000 members in Korea ALONE. TVXQ's success is comparable to kpops LEGENDARY H.O.T. They might even top H.O.T's success. If we combined Cassiopeia with Big East (Japan's official fanclub) and all of their international fans? It would easily be in the millions.

Looks like the World Cup all over again. Filled up an entire stadium for their first concert. Tickets were sold out in less than 30 minutes.

Each candle, each fan.

Hmm, lets look at one side.

Now lets look at the other.

This ones for a "small" fanmeeting that they held.

10,500 fans will be luckily chosen at random to attend a "small" fanmeeting with the boys. It is their form of thanks for supporting "Vacation." 10,500 is small? Yeah, it is.

Go Go Cassiopeia! Go Go TVXQ~

KT

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