Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Well, today was a pretty shitty day. First, i DO HORRRRRIBLY on my french test. UGH. stupid american party question..stupid avoirs! Then in bio i get busted for talking because this guy didnt know what a freaking attorney was. >__> and then in math i got my quiz back from last week and i got a 78% AHHHHHH!!! in L.A. i forgot to write my homework in ink and i had to rewrite the whole thing, not letting me turn it in for extra credit. ARGGH
In band i mess up on my freaking testing gnreuogeroanfdsnfdsf and in p.e. WAS THE WORST.. We're playing hockey, and im trying to retreive the puck for our team, and this other girl Lin, was retreiving the puck for her team, and she highsticks on accident and SLAMS my chin in. OH MY GOD it hurt like a BITCH. I SWEAR. Lin was like OH MY GOD I AM SO SORRY while flailing her
arms. I was a little shaken up but started to play again, then Helen informed me that my chin was bleeding. I was like,"Whaat???"
Then my chin starts dripping blood and im like "WHOA!" Helen looks at it and says," Holy shit its hella deep!" I'm a little weirded out, so the bell rings and i get changed, and look at it in the mirror, it looked pretty eh. it wasnt a small cut, and it wasnt this DEEP cut either. It was a gash about an inch, or a half an inch or something. I get in the car with my mom and she goes crazy. shes like OH MY GOD ARE YOU OKAY?? WHO DID THIS!?! DURING WHEN??!? WHY WERE YOU PLAYING HOCKEY?!?!! OH THAT STUPID GIRL!!!!! WHY WASNT SHE WATCHING OUT!!
ME: O_O....
Mannn.... now my chin is sooo sore i can hardly touch it without flinching, and i cannot move my jaw. at all. when i swallow, my jaw hurts, where my ear is, it felt like something popped there. I cant open my mouth, or movemy jaw to the sides. ugh.. and i have to wear this bandaid on my chin. I can wear a scarf tomorrow to try to disguise it, but i cant wear a scarf all week!

Sunday, November 28, 2004

Oh man, today was COOOOOLD. Interesting day.. I gave lin her late birthday present. I think she liked it. :D
DUUUDE MY MOM IS INSANNE!! She gave me my christmas present already. T-T i love my parents. They bought me some expensive clothes from polo. They're only 2 items!! This expensive sweater and this puffy vest/jacket thing. x3 i lufffff themmm! :glomp:

christmas list:

-borders gift cards!!!!!!
-gloves
-scarves
-leg warmers?

i dont know. >__> be creative.

Friday, November 26, 2004

Holy crap today was tiring. Took care of the little rascal with my grandma. that was tiring >__>... and i had to do my french project, which is FAR from finishing.. ugh.. i really hope i get an A. I have to...i must get straight A's this grading period or i'll DIE. literally. Anyway..Man, today was hectic for my mom's cafe in gilroy. My dad went there are 5 in the morning and is closing at 10!! he hasnt even eaten anything!! 17 hours? holy shit. I feel really bad for my dad. I just really hope the cafe can sell so he can just relax for once..

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Listening to-Kittie

Man today was hectic, as usual. I still havent started on my project, hell i havent even started on my homework. I better get working tomorrow.. agh..i love sleeping. sleeping lets you forget things for a while, except it has a bad after affect. I get a headache. @__@
Anyway, i ate some authentic mexican food. YUM. but they give you HECKA. this burrito i ate was a freaking MONSTER.
"IT could eat me alive!" hahaha
Then these really nice neighbors that we hardly know baked us a huge cookie. :0 i was so happy. I was a giddy little girl. I want to do something nice for them too. =/ i'll bake em cookies? O_o..
I watched this really awesome korean action/comedy movie. Its kind of a matrix, crouching tiger, x-men type of deal. These people have these powers and they defeat bad dudes and stuff, but the fighting scences ARE SIIIICK!!!!!! man.
Well, the usual characters, the bitchy man-beater girl, and the loserish nerd that becomes a strong dude. hahaha They eventually, (and this is implied) like eachother. ITS SO OBVIOUS. haha In the beginning i started laughing SO HARD because the guy got hit by a car. HAHAHAHAHA he wasnt hurt people, dont go thinking im some heartless person that likes to laugh at other people's misfortunes in place of mine. -cough- cough- -looks around-
Anyway, he was kinda nerdy but really cute cuz he was so funny. haha And when he fights its like "Muh shi suh!" cool, handsome, or something along the lines in korean. Guys that can fight are okay in my book. Especially if they have a motorcycle. >;D
Anyhow, the villain was perfect for the part, low growly voice (sexy by the way) and awesome cloaky clothing. It was a pretty cool moviee. funny and action packed. haha there are some parts where you feel alittle sad for the guy, buuut eh, thats resolved later because now he can kick people's asses. Anyway, i have to cut my hair. >___> ugh its getting so long. I wanna do something drastic with my hair, but ehh... i dunno.
Basketball game anyone? December 1st. :O go sean.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Ugh.. This week has been stressful, and will be stressful. I still havent bought my french project materials and its due on the 30th. MY GOD.
The reading logs with this biology chapter is killing me. Its so fucking long, and he expects us to do it in like one day. Progess reports are coming out and after that, its the real deal. I have to raise my grade in math to an A. i have to i have to, or i'll personally murder mr. bronson. I've been drinking Yumulcha. Its this wonderful korean tea. It calms me for a couple minutes, and then after im done drinking it, its back to good ol' homework. I find myself craving it all the time. Im sleepy all the time. ALL THE TIME. I get sleepy by 7 p.m. I need more sleep, i cant deal with stress very well. I think im going to have a mental breakdown.

Monday, November 22, 2004

OH man. where to begin. I've been swamped with homework and assignments, projects, the works. I've been stressed out for months about grades, upcoming projects, everything! I find myself sighing like 30 times a day. I've been taking a nap every day for the past 2 months. My body is exhausted. Today, i watched searching for david's heart. That movie made me cry like a friggin' baby. I dont know why, many people will say it was a stupid movie, but somehow, i dunno, i just touched me i guess. It made me really really want an older brother that would care about me like that, and i cant imagine how devastated she must've been. He was the cutest brother ever. I should have taped that movie. God damnit.
I loved that movie..

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Man i just saw date my mom. The guy was miko. that is such a cute name. HAHAHA he was pretty cute, built, the usual, but one of the girls contestants.. MAN. she was hecka pretty. Chinese mix white. She WAS SO RICHHHHHH she had like a freaking mansion. It was creepy. She had like a soda fountain and everything in this HUGE kitchen she had. CRAZY. very crazy. Kids went to Sadies yesterday! Hope you guys had fun. I should've asked him but i didnt. Maybe to winter ball. :]

Monday, November 15, 2004

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OH yea.. These are SO mine.

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Bleeding Mascara-Atreyu

Please do not ever ask me where to buy my cat hats, because i will not tell you. I cannot afford any of the people that i know to have the same hats as i do. i will accumilate more hats, with stranger qualities to them, and i will not dare tell a living soul! Strangely, they have become quite popular among the church folk.
Because of who, i wonder? :)

Joy, i bought my long overdue Atreyu shirt. finally. I love the internet.

Friday, November 12, 2004

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I want these! NO TOUCHIE..THEY'RE MIIIIIIIIIIIINE!!!!! Someone or some people buy these for meeee for early christmas presentss. T-T

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=38567&item=8145001758&rd=1&ssPageName=WDVW

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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I cant wait to watch laguna beach. There is absolutely no point to that show, but its addicting. GOD stephen is SO FREAKING STUPID. AHHH I HATE KRISTEN TOO. STEPHEN YOU IDIOT, GO FOR LC!!
anyway. Trey is cool very cool. :D
Todays episode somebody gets asked to the prom in a very adorable way.

I watched the sweetest thing. That movie is so cute! I cant believe he slept at her doorstep. :)

Sadie Hawkins DANNNCEEEEEEEEEE wheeee!

Sunday, November 07, 2004

How can i forgive you? As much as i want to, i cant right now..i just cant. I cant allow myself to be sucked in again. I cant take it. I cant do it. Im not emotionally strong enough. You wont wait..

Sit across from you, why are we even here?There is no way to make up for the 20 years.I love trying to make conversation when I could careless of what you'redoing,what are you doing? And I know you never cared 'till now.You look tired and run-down. Put a razor to the skin 'till we don't resemble each other anymore.Sit across from you, why are we even here?There is no way to make up for the 20 years.So now I see the tears welling up, finally you care I've waited all my lifefor this.It's always been over, it's always been over, it's always been over for us.A single tear, a last resort for all who've never felt.Sit across from you, why are we even here?There is no way to make up for these 20 years.If I could flip this table I'd stab you with every word that lied its wayout of your head.

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Jimmy: im eating leggo my eggo sandwiches
Jimmy: my sis bought em
Jimmy: its pretty good
Jimmy: they got me jello too
Jimmy: r u jellous?
Jimmy: HAH GET IT?!

Remember jimmy from morrill? The quite one in the corner at my party? hahaha Man he is such a loser. Just like stacy. ;)

Yeaaaaa. nothing much to say. I was going to post another one of those AWESOMELY LAME surveys butttttt i lost it. oh well.

:O what shall i do?




Friday, November 05, 2004

Man. The pirates concert rocked. I felt like a soccer mom! I was so proud of my friends playing their little hearts out. T__T.. Stephanie, Stacy, Katrina, Lindsay, Hoang, and Jared. They played beautifully. Andrew sings amazingly. Wow what vocal range!!! Hes like the perfect boy. Hes close with the teachers, smart, and plays like 5 freaking instruments. and all i play is flute and piano, and im not even good at piano!!! -.-.. I want to quit piano lessons and start flute lessons but ehhh i dunno. When they played titanic i wanted to cry. It was beautiful! I was extremely disappointed in myself for not being good enough to be part of such a wonderful thing. Im ashamed of admitting im in advanced band. we're so bad!!! GOD. I was so jealous of sandra... GOD. i wanted to bash her head into the wall. I dont hate her, dont get me wrong. she has an adorable pencil bag, but i was so envious of her up there. She was good enough to be one of the three flutes in symphony. You could say i was "green with envy." I've gotten worse. I need to start practicing more, and i need to work on my range, sound, tone. I need a new flute if i want to improve. Man i am such a band geek. but im proud. Band rocks. I think im going to the solo ensemble with Alan. Mrs. Tippitts wanted me to. hmm.. Im such a deprived child. When i look back i will be extremely upset that i didnt get to experience marching band. MY GOD. Marching band kids are hot. They're hot because of their dedication to music!! Its amazing. So many practices hour after hour, and yet they pull off an ASTOUNDING job. They have to be physically fit, active, and they love eachother so much that its adorable. ;___;..
Man, i bite my lip so much. When im nervous, or think a guy is hot. O_O..
After the concert, stephanie slept over and we talked until 12:30 or 1 a.m. and finally just passed out. WE watched life as we know it. Great episode. Jonathan is ADORABLE. SIMPLY ADORABLE!! I want to just squish him. I cant believe matt got voted off of man hunt. I got so pissed off. Matt is so cute that i could eat him. NO joke. And DINO...whoaaa ONE AWESOME body!! NO tan lines, just smooth skin. and muscles. o.o....whew.
ANYWAY.. yea.. hmm. sadies is soon. -raises eyebrow- Who will i ask? ;)

Jacob is so adorablee!! -winks at ameebs-

Hahaha anyhow, im so excited to get my pet peeve essay back!!!! xDD im so nervous!!! :D MY pet peeve: The actions of a typical airhead. yaaaaaaaaaaay! Everything in that essay, actually happened to me. I was recollecting my memories while writing it. Man i was starting to get irritated while writing.

I met the nicest mexican chick everrrr. I accidentally bumped into her. The usual glare would happen and i said ACK sorry!! She laughs and said no problem. Bravo. More of her less of the others.

During bio. MY GOD. That aggravating bastard. This guy was comparing bio answers with sang, and then he says hey sang i think your answer is wrong and i said no its not, because i read it in the book, and he looks over and says Was i talking to you? In the meanest tone. I wanted to shove my foot up his ass! I swear! I gave him the death glare and i walked away. Quyen says i should've said," Well, why dont you take that tampon out of your ass."

Hmm i cant think of insults that fast. Quyen is good.

Today was a good day.








could it possibly be another crush? -gasp-

Maybe, maybe not. Im not good at commitment.