Sunday, August 29, 2004

mood-Pissed, but slowly cooling down

yea...alot of things happened that i will not update about either becauase i dont remember, or because im too lazy.
Yea...in this marathon running thing for the olympics, this chinese lady won..and her armpit hair was crazy..O_O...
uhhh yea..tom cruise is the hottest DILF.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA xDDD

First day of school..... heres my schedule

o period or 1 period-French Suavage (my cousins call her savage. HAHAHA)
2 period-Biology Dries Hes awesome!!
3 period-Math Bronson I cant understand a thing he says..
4 period-English honors. 1A same thing Shes very...hyper..O_o..
5 period-Advanced band Tippitts.. shes awesome haha
6-P.e. Olmcheid. He made fun of my shoes! he said they were boy shoes! he taunted me T_T haha thats why hes cool.

EVery single one of my teachers has said hell. HAHAHAHAHA

Dries.. says about everything. Hes said Hell, bitch, damnit, bastard, shit, damn, stupid, idiot, retard. ANYTHING. hahaha

And on the first day.. i see like 4 guys that had the CUTEST outfits ever...

first guy-blue pinstripe collared shirt, green argyle vest, strap on watch, vintage jeans, converse, a feau hawk, emo glasses, and a pierced eyebrow. O_O quirky.

second guy- Pink Pinstripe collared shirt under a dark blue collared t-shirt, jeans, and adidas.

third guy-A black earing, black spiked hair, chin hair, a green shirt, studded belt, jeans, skater shoes. (hes in my math class x3)

fourth guy-I think was hoang's brother HUY. He had a nice outfit. i forget though. haha

yea..highschools alright except for the lack of food i am eating. oh well. haha

Im eating ice cream cuz its so damn hot.. mmm goooooood.Jake Gyllenhal is officially HOT now. O_o.. hahaha

DAN KWON SINGS SO WELLLLLL!! xDDDDDD

yea. ahaha uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...yea....Lin wrote me a cute letter. VERY CUTEEEEEe. go kick his butt lin!! haha

Then kristine unni took me to tapioca express today.. GOOD STUFF MAN.. O_O.. crazy.

I miss ya yunaaa girl! we gotta hang out sometime..

Other people i have to start hanging out with again:

SHIRLEY DUONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KYLIE TOLOSAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TAYLOR RIVARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANDREW TRAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KIMBERLY PHONGPRATEEP AND BIANCA CAZARES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LINETTTTTE KIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

because i havent hung out with these cool cats cuz they go to indi.. :( cept Shirley!but i must still drag her to the mall somehow. mwahhaha and Lin because she goes to my church and i havent talked to her in ages it seems

Last thoughts? hmmm olympics ended.. :(

Alright. For this month, or how ever long i want to do this, every person can ask me two questions and i will answer as honestly as i can.

Honestly, church has somehow become a hassle for me. not really a hassle, but i dont really have a motivation to go but i made a promise to my mom to go to church, so i must. The one thing i wish could happen now is for the cafe to sell..

Please stop being so ignorant. :)

Saturday, August 21, 2004

YEAEAA.. well august 18th was quyen's birthday party!! yay. the best event this month. haha Well, i got there early with stephanie, and then we ate chips and dip until tim came, and then ritt, then amanda and lindsay and stacy and katrina, and etc. Then me and quyen went to hollywood video. I saw taeg there! haha anyway, we decided to rent two movies. Dahmer, and Freeze Me. When we got home, everyone decided to watch Freeze Me first, but i wanted to watch Dahmer. but everyone was like japanese movies!! hahaa but i DID pick it, so i wanted to watch it as well. The story is that 3 men that raped her in the past has reappeared, and so she kills them and stores them in her freezers. Yepppp. BUT the catch is.. THEY SHOW THINGS.. -.-..excessive butt showage and boobies. There are alot of scenes where she showers blood off of her, and i dont know why they have to show her breasts as well. -.-... and jarrett was like OH! hahahaa but her fiance was HOT.. omg. he was so cute. but she kills him cuz she stupid. Well..yea graphic movie. a crapload of sex scenes. They said some sexual content. IT WAS THE WHOLE FREAKING MOVIE.

After that, we went downstairs into her backyard to eat cake and open presents. HEHEHEHe me adn stephanie bought her a bean bag sofa chair, a lingerie black velvet slip, a B.O.B card and a FAT ARSE ribbon. It doesnt seem like much but lordy, was it expensive. Anyhow, the cake was delicious. hahaha then me, lindsay, quyen, tim, and stephanie started playing with the lighters, and extinguishing flames with our fingers, and running our hands over the flame. so fun! we did it until the candle was a mere stub. it was so fun. haha highlight of the night. I want a lighter now. -.- for my bored needs. Then i started talking with kylie. FoOOOON and jarrett threatened to throw me into the pool. I was like, my moms gunna kill you! and he said, its okay, she already thinks im a playboy. haha loser

Then, the night was over. :(. i got to see KIMBO. DUDE IT WAS FOREVER SINCE I SAW HER. I like freaking glomped her.

Then, yesterday, a few people came over to quyen's to watch DAhmer. It was a really good movie. Basically, its about this guy, who is gay, does "things" to drugged out bodies, then kills them, disembles them, and eats them. It didnt show him eating them, but it implies a part, when he cuts a deep gash into this guys stomach and feels about his intestines. groossssss. yea. It was like Silence of the Lambs.

yea.........................................................................................nothing else to say.

oh yea, jeff oppa and alex oppa came over yesterday.. and something funny happened. HAHAHAHAHA hope you're okay jeff!!! hope it wasnt too bad. =/

Monday, August 16, 2004

josh: i wish i could yell...like yeah
josh: cause
josh: if i try
josh: my voice will crack

I dont know, i just thought that was funny..heh.

Well, today i went to play pool with kristine unni jenny unni and matt.. Matt always wins by default..grr..i almost swiped kristine unni clear, but tsk tsk i hit the 8 ball into the wrong pocket.. yeea...then me and kristine unni played gender bender. fun. i drake cookies and cream pearl tea. Good. I saw a shitload of pocky there. and i wanted to cry. i wish i could eat them all.

yeaaaaaaaaaaa.....i still dont want to update about jama...it was okay, except for some unpleasant experiences...

yea..Rebecca is cool. She's like the coolest to be 7th grader ever. Yea..

i have so much on my mind, but i'd rather not type it here..yet..

Sunday, August 15, 2004

i've been pissy and irritated most of this month, and today is no exception. Im so tired from jama and very irritated and going to church didnt help that cause. i would rather update about jama when im in a better mood, but i can say i missed a whole alot for it, and im thinking to see if it was worth it and im kinda leaning to a no. so....yea. Hmm i've been thinking about new churches..hmmm..yep. Me and Kristine unni were thinking about it, but better yet, why go to church when you can just not go! but that wont happen, because my mom will make me go to church whether i like it or not. For church 8th graders went into the highschool class. I miss middle school. But im happy to be in Lin's class.. which is like the only plus. blah.

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

blehhh. i've been pissed or just irritated most of this week and last week. Stupid problems!! GO AWAY!! -.-..pfweee... Yes, i will be starting highschool soon, and it doesnt sound like such a big deal, but it is to me. Im leaving some friends that are going to indy!! bleh. I have to read the good earth, and its not a bad story so far.. The bean trees was a strangely good book. =/

well, next event that is happening is jama. 5 in the morning. =___=.. at least i'll have music. and a great seat partner. RIIGHT ERIC??! hahaha and i have my pills! i wont be carsick any longer!

stupid cafe. Why wont the bastards just sign the damn contract? then all this crap is happening.. and i dont think it'll be good..-sigh-..

I watched outback jack yesterday, for some strange reason. I just felt compelled to watch it..weird..

Then he had to make the decision to eliminate someone..I ALREADY knew that he was gonna cut maria.. I mean, come on..stupid tv network.. grrrrr. then maria just burst into tears!! it was so sad!! and then jack started crying too! and i was like!! NOOO!!! AUSSIE GUY CRYING!! such a soft spot.. T_T.. then i started..
to.. ugh., -.- like a retard began tearing up. I dont know why.. I dont know. maybe the vision of two people crying just finally made me just i dunno, turn into a complete idiot. Maybe its just the retarded drama happening around these days. then i just really really wish the cafe could sell..

aaaaaaand well, for reasons beyond comprehension i have withdrawed myself from church activities except for jama that my mother has already paid for and is sending us there.. hmm well, i dont know i just am not active in church i mean its church. O_o. I think..and with NO offense, i personally think my church is shady. It might not seem so, but in an environment where gossip is VERY common, and the people are so CLOSE, its meant for drama to happen. This is only through my personal experience, that depending on how active you are at church, determines your..hmm how do i put it. level of superiority at church. So, if a lesser church goer as myself, was a former active member, then i am sort of looked down upon. Then my parents are looked down upon as if they dont go to church, that means they're bad people..i mean.dude..they DONT understand AT ALL..they seriously dont understand.If they had to work EVERY freaking day of the week for more than 12 hours they would undertstand. its not their fault that they cant go to church! my mother has to take care of the baby, and if the people there are saying she is using that as an excuse for not attending church, then fuck them. and just because im not feeling into the spirit to be jumping aruond being a crazy evangelistic christian, then excuse me. im sorry for saying such a rude comment, but that is how im really feeling. Im feeling like im being judged every day of my waking life by my church members as if just because i dont go to church as often, and am not involved in activities doesnt mean im a bad rebellious kid!! I know the youth isnt judging me.. i think... i think its more of the adults.. but watever. i dont care.. i truly dont care. If they will, or EVER make fun of my parents in any way, shape, or form. I will snap.

ANYHOW.. enough of this melodramatic CRAP.

I have become completely and utterly obsessed with Ricky Ullman. -.- yes, judge me all you want. dont worry, im not one of those crazy fangirls that post on forums with names like ricky's wife. -.-...
hes gonna be on law and order svu ep 121....O_O MUST WATCH..maybe he will be a troubled rape victim.. T__T.. i cant bear to watch! but i must!!!! arghhh. T^T the good thing is, kristine thinks hes cute too.. wAHAHAHAHAH she NEVER thinks white guys are cute.. well, she said only when he wears his glasses. ;9

Ricky Ullman, real name is Raviv. Born in Israel, moved to Conneticut, Jewish, 18, birthday January 24, 1976, just recently graduate fairfield highschool as class president, 18 years of age, attends same school as Miranda from Lizzie Mcguire and are good friends, recently broke up with GF. Currently lives in California, has two siblings, he is eldest of the siblings, he has starred in many movies in his past, he is to star in two new movies, and is currently starring in a disneychannel series Philof the Future as Phil, Sister's name is pim, and best friend is Keely. He likes Rooney and has blue converse. hehehe and wears AF clothing. Owns emo glasses.. -droooooooool-. well thats all i know about him. hehe i think? blargh. hahaha

Rickyullmanonline.net

CRAAAAAAZZZYYYYYY!!! haahahaha uh. bye!