Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Write ten statements intended towards ten different people that you would never say to their face or soemthing you wish you would have said, but never did. never tell them it was about them....

this was taken from the wonderful amanda's diaryland :P

1. Well, over the years we have grown really close. The same class two years in a row! Talk about coincidence?? I DONT THINK SOO! haha. You're really funny, and even when im in a crummy mood, your laugh always seems to make me laugh. You're a silly goose. Im happy that i have someone to share my senseless boy chatter. You and i have similiar taste in boys, and that comforts me. Thanks for everything.

2. Hey neighbor. Thanks for being there for me all of these years. I love you too much to say anything. I'll have your back as much as i can. Theres nothing bad i can say about you. I love your sharpness and your presence. It isnt a party without you! Hope to see this relationship carry on to when we're grannies!

3.Man. I've known you for almost forever. I love you so much! and i mean it. Funny times we've had together. Especially wonderful wonderful classes together. like math COUGH.Unfortunately, we dont have any classes together.. Hopefully next year. I love to pick on you like a brother would to a sister. Its cuz you're so innocent! mucho love-o.

4. Well, i HAVE known you all my life. You're a really special person. and i am surprised that i can tell you anything that i have on my mind and you seem to relate and that comforts me alot. I love hanging out with you and your wonderful photos. I will forever cherish the memories we made together. Love you, angulo lover. :)

5. I've known you since middle school, but not personally. I just got to know you this year, and i think i have a strange attachment towards you. I just wish you wouldnt talk to me one minute and ignore me the next.

6. I've known you for quite a while, and i love your cakes. You and i have similiar tastes in humor, even though its cruel humor and i like that about you. You're a really funny person, and i hope to become even closer to you this year. I hope we can go watch team america together. ^^

7.For all you kids out there.. I miss you alot..Even though we have become separated, i hope we can still keep in touch, altough it hasnt been going as i planned..I love you all, and i hope to stay good friends with you guys.

8.I've liked to an ancient long time ago, and then started to talk to you about a year or so ago. I really love your humor, and your wonderful doodles. Something about you makes me wish you were my older brother. Thanks for keeping me laughing when i was down, and thanks for being an outlet for some itachi lovin!

9.You..oh man. i have so much crap with you. Do you even realize?! I dont appreciate how you talk to me as if im on good terms with you. For your information im not. Thanks alot for just letting me go like garbage. We were so close and i thought maybe something would happen, but i couldnt have been more wrong. All those nice things you did for me....and you just throw it all away?? Then you flash it in my face and flaunt it. You knew it hurt me, and you didnt care.You're a two faced bastard and i am not going to apologise to you anytime soon. Have fun with your new airhead.

10. I cant believe how dependant i was on you. How i was sucked into your stupid circle i dont know. I cant believe i would we so " HI WIFEY" with you. I cant believe it. It disgusts me. YOU disgust me. You're intellectually challenged. NO, i can just say you're so stupid that even a monkey is smarter than you. You're an airhead. A typical airhead. Cut back on that makeup.. First i didnt notice your evil intentions.. but now i see you. whether you're doing it consciously or unconsciously, i do not appreciate it. I hate how you go around to every guy and say oh i love you and shit like that. You're a fake just like number 9. You two are perfect for eachother. Just perfect. You snake. Thanks for stealing someone from me. Im over it, but im happy i went through it, because now through it i now know how evil you two are. You're a bitch.
if you two were hanging on a cliff, i would probably step on your fingers and let you plummet to your deaths.

Wow. That took off alot from my shoulders, except it would feel better to say it to their faces and see their reactions..


Well............ this week was..uhh..not horrible, but not great. It was Eh. Sunday was the Aids walk. It was so fun!!! We talked about people selling posessed dolls on ebay and we saw beautiful houses. Man i didnt think it would be 10k. i wore my casual shoes not my atheletic shoes. My feet were so sore. ><.. then i sprain or bruse my wrist. agh i think mr. olmscheid is mad at me for not doing pushups. I'll do em tomorrow. MAN. on saturday...IT WAS AMAZING...I want to do marching band so badly. When i saw bianca and kimberly up there i wanted to cry. I felt like a mom. They were SO GOOD. I want to join marching band so much i want to cry. Dang piedmont doesnt have it. We have nothing to be proud of at our school, cept our JV football team. nothing else. Bleh. Indi is really supportive of the music program. And the marching band outfits are so adorable. If there were a hot guy in marching band, man i would be on him like metal on a magnet. HAHAHAHAHA. Evergreen, Santa Teresa, and Frement were Really really good!!!!!!! but cupertino, lee, and pleasonton was better.
but the best over all, was foothill. My god. foothill is so good.O_O...i bet i would be last chair in their band, no better yet, i wouldnt even get into their band.
-sigh- I cant believe im missing out in life. I wont be doing marching band in college!!! I NEED to do it in highschool, but our school's just too poor to afford it.. -grumbles- Indi. -gets sparkly eyed-
I love this weather. I absolutely adore it.

Friday, October 15, 2004

Its irritating how people choose to talk to you one minute, and then totally ignore you the next. Thanks.

Anyway, i wanted to go to the game today, but eh. what can you do. MAN for p.e. i could've been third in the running in pe if stupid idiots didnt cheat god. pissed me off. >(

eh. psat's tomorrow. Im going to fail miserably. argghh. OH well, then the marching band thing. Whoohoo!
Happy birthday to Bianca!!!

Then on sunday.. AIDS WALLLKKKK!! missed hmm..a month and a half of church and it feels gooood. xD

Well, i Really, DONT have anything to say. O_o......................................................

uh french is cool?

anyway, i miss middle school.

Oh and one more thing. You're a bitch. And im not talking about anyone from school. So, figure it out. :)

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Arghhh today was not a good day. MY FINGER HURRRRTS i can hardly type with this big bulky bandaid on. Well, anyway, french test, i think i did badly because i didnt study that much. -.-.. im dreading bio test on fri because i have no idea what the chapter is about!!! AGGGHHHH in math we had this stupid sub and so much homework... and OW. arrrgghhh. still 2nd in band. After school i noticed that i lost or someone stole my wallet. when i found out i got SO pissed off i wanted to hurt someone. ALL OF MY CRAP WAS IN IT. MY STARBUCKS CARDS WITH LIKE 25 BUCKS, MY WOW CARD, MY LIBRARY CARDS, MY BOBA CARD, MY HARRY AND DAVID CARD, MY HOTTOPIC CARD, AND EVERYTHING. GONE. especially my WALLET! BLACK LEATHER FOR GOD SAKES. J.CREW!!! My god i thought i was literally gonna die. To make it worse, i burned myself pretty bad with my hot glue gun, and on that same finger, i accidentally slice open my index finger. WHAT THE HECK?? i mean come ON!! A PAIR OF SCISSORS.. and my finger hurts. I started laughing cuz it tickled, and then it started to hurt, and then i laughed harder. My mom thought i was going insane. o.o i could quite possible be going insane. To sum it all up it wasnt a good day. The only good part about today was jarrett saying Potato potahto. heh.

RBGREUIBOANOEANFOU MY WALLETTT!!! ARHGBRWONFOENWIONFEUFNERUBGUOWOUENFORNFUNFOW

-stabs someone-

FUCK!

Friday, October 08, 2004

hmmmm well nothing really to write about. O_o.. uhhhhh.. OH YEA. last weeks football game WAS AWESOME!!!! it was so freaking fun. I screamed my lungs out. haha JV whooped Indi 40-0. But our varsity team lost. awwww oh well, it was still fun, and the food was great. I've started to grow a loving bond with football. I've caught myself several times watching college football. hah i wanna watch friday night lights. or is it saturday night lights? i forget. haha. Today was the last day for football in p.e. NOOO i was so sad. yearpp. now on to volleyball. YEck. -.-.

Well, yeeeeea... nothing really else to say? i just forgot everything. haha Arghhh it seems as though i have to go to church this sunday. blahhhh. i need to work on my project!

o.o...yea.......................................uh..... OH MY GOSH

THIS IS THE BEST SONG EVAHHHHHH

Au Champs-Elysees
Au Champs-Elysees
Jour et nuit sous la pluie
A midi et a minuit
Il y a tout ce que vous voulez
Au Champs-Elysees..

Those of you taking french.. you know what im talking about. ;)

I love french.

BOO ON SPANISH!!