Friday, January 28, 2005

yoo. Yes, i know i have to change my layout but im too dang lazy. We have another project in french.. design a freaking menu?! O_o..how the heck are WE supposed to know the prices of food?! aughhhh stupid!
BS.. i got a B in bronson. WhOO there goes my chance of POSSIBLY getting valedictorian. I mean, its only freshman year!!! I heard Mr. Bronson was retiring at the end of this year. What the @#$6!?!?!? why didnt you retire THIS year? Freaking #$%^%&!! -stab-
My throat hurts like a bitch! oh my god. Its ubelieveable. I think im getting sick. This sucks. My immune system is SO bad. -.--
I have piano tomorrow.. i havent had piano in about 3 weeks and i didnt practice AT ALL. -.-..my teacher is going to complain about why i didnt practice and i dont blame her for that. I had time to practice but i chose not to. I really dont want to continue playing piano. I just DONT practice. I dont want to be a drag to my teacher anymore. I really really really want to quit lessons.
Its not like i practice, so why should my mom go on wasting money? Its not like i play well anyway. Oh well.. I already tried telling my mom, but she just keeps getting mad when i bring up the subject. I've been like playing since i was 8 or something but since i've been switching teachers so often and not practicing, i sound like i've only been playing for like a year. Lets just say this is a disappointing year for me.

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Heyyy! Yea, its been quite a while since i've updated. My apologies for that. Anyway nothing really happened. I got my shoes from karmaloop! Yessss. Sadly, lindsay wilson has them >< oh well, its okay. I love.. and i mean i LOVE the comments you leave in my chatterbox. They make me feel warm and fuzzy inside! x3
Anyway, im reading my book, God Shaped Hole. No, it doesnt have to do with god. -.- haha anyway.. its a really good book and im near the last chapters and im really really sad because i want to keep reading it. I could've finished it in one day, but i tried to expand it as much as i could and its been 3 days and im almost done!!! Aughhh. >__>
Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut anyhow. Theres so much i want to write, yet im too lazy too write. So, a big hello to all of you out there, and a big F you to those who hate. xDDD
Uh.. i promise to write a more meaningful entry......sometime....I still need to change my layout -is too lazy- bwahhahaha >3

Monday, January 17, 2005

Hello all. Stacy's party was a blast. It had everything we needed: entertainment, old friends, food, and lengthy conversations. Thanks stacy for hosting one. :)

Anyway, after church on sunday, (and btw i MUST say, a job well done to Eric kim for praise. Great voice. )

I went to an art store with kristine unni, alex oppa, and matt. :D kristine unni got me a art book and inking pens!! *__* i was soooo happy. I need to start drawing again..bleh. Its hard to start when all you see around is people with art ten zillion times better than yours. I need to start to improve..I really want copic markers..so f-ing expensive. I want a wacom tablet...200 dollars. Painter 7, and photoshop 7. T--T..I desperately want tones and graphite pens!!!! I want water colors, brushes, and pricey color pencils. When i went into the store, i wanted everything. I was like a kid in a candy store. >___> its not like i know how to use them properly anyway..I really want to get better, but everytime i draw something i like it, and then when i look at it again, its not good enough. There are soo many skilled people out there. Pu is so gooooood. T-T i want to be like her someday, and nyanko..shes getting her manga published by tokyo pop!! ;____; and undead, haew, and kiru are soo good and they're only 14..just like me.. cept they have amazing CG skills.
-envious- Someday i wish i could be skilled like that. Anyhow, this new year hasnt been so happy. Tsunami's, mudslides, and everything. Its like mother nature is punishing us. Well, its well deserved anyway. People deceiving people, killing eachother, blah blah. Anyway, i have to get rid if this baggage that i keep carrying around. Its starting to wear me out. I feel like im being pushed down by regret, fear, etc. Im going to try to keep it together. In the mean time, stay peaceful. Love you all..actually, some. :)

Friday, January 07, 2005

Alright you little mofos. Thanks for no help in deciding my future blog template. At least some decent minded people decided to tell me what they liked. Im probably going with the third one "woods."

Anyhow, In today's WONDERFUL little session, i will be talking about the male and female species!! How fun!! Please, for the easily offended males do not read this! Just giving you a warning! Anyhow, i am not saying AT ALL that ALL males are like this, im just pointing out a FEW guys that do things to piss women off! There are plenty of you kind young gentlemen out there.

Anyhow, i will start off by saying, what the hell?! Alrighty..

Topic 1: Girls dont know what they want?
This subject is brought up MANY times. Girls dont know what want, BLAH BLAH BLAH thats the only thing that a guy can complain about. Yes, it may be true that most girls do not know what they want, but its only because we take more time analyzing the pros and cons of things before jumping into something. SOME guys can just say to hell with it, i'll just screw her and forget about her later.

Topic 2: Guys cant take it.
MANY times have I been harrassed and frequently PISSED off by a few guys. The thing is, they can look down on, curse, and be a total ass to girls, but when girls try to give them a taste of their own medicine, all they do is bitch and moan!
On one incident, a girl was being frequently made fun of by a boy. The girl then said a few mean things about the boy and he went balistic. -.- typical. We girls get pissed off because you cant take your own crap that is being thrown at US. You guys think you're the victims of girls being on PMS, but its more of YOU guys being on PMS.

Topic 3: Boys just cant.
Can boys bleed for 7 days and still live? Can they create a child in their womb? Can they breast feed a baby!!??! NO I DONT THINK SO.

Topic 4: My own ranting.
Guys can only complain about one thing. They have to DEAL with us. Big freaking deal. We have to go through puberty where we start our menstruation! Menstruation is the most horrible thing in the world. I have the worst cramps. I feel like my insides are being twisted then ripped apart. We have to start caring about EVERYTHING you guys say and think about us, we have to be typically hairless. If a girl had hairy legs guys wouldnt like it. We have to pluck, wax our eyebrows. Hurts. Wax legs. Hurts alot. Bikini wax Supposedly hurts like a mofo. Then there is the brazilian bikini wax. Now i heard that was so painful i'd rather get run over by a car. In makeover shows guys are always like AHH that hurts when they get their eyebrows waxed. Boy, we DO IT ALL THE TIME. Girls have to go through menopause, PREGNANCY. You have no idea how strong woman are for going through pregnancy. I dare you to ask your mom EVERY detail about it, and then you'd understand. EVERY LAST DETAIL.
Then we have to deal with you guys dealing with us!! Menopause lasts forever.
It will be the most painful thing we go through other than pregnancy. We have to cook, clean, take care of children, even work. -.-...
When anyone, not just a chick, ANYONE is drinking soda DO NOT EVER, EVER tip it over. I was drinking soda and a certain someone tipped it over ON PURPOSE and it went all over my face, and in my nose. I was pissed. I was about to rip off his schlong, but did i do it? No, i kept my cool and just imagined myself doing it. Then laughing and not saying sorry?! wtf? apologize for god's sake! And if a girl gets something stolen from her, its a personal thing and we dont like to lose things. Stop saying oh get over it, or watever. When the girl takes something from YOUR possession as well and you start yelling and saying bitch, now THAT is being on PMS. It's karma. Deal with it.
Anyway, i hope you enjoyed my wonderful bitch-off! Or a.k.a complain session!
Tune in next time for me to complain about finals!! hooray!!!

-The biggest complainer ever, and PROUD of it.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

YESSSSSSS found new layouts for my blog. Forget about the previous templates..These are betterrrrr!

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Yeaaayyyyy! Which one though??

Argh school.. finals..great.



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YESSS I LOVE IT SOO MUUUUCHHHH! x3 <3<3<3
Thank you soo muuuchhh!!
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