KT

Really stressed out right now. Just found out the e.c. for Chemistry is due in 4 weeks and I havent even chosen an article. Plus, an English test on Monday, and a Chemistry test that will determine my grade (I want an A... but it didnt happen last semester, and I don't think it will happen this semester), and assuming from the horrible scores I've gotten ALL year, I CAN NOT afford a 6% drop in my grade. When I think about it, he didn't even give us enough homework assignments to raise our grades...I'm screwed. Plus, due to my outrageous procrastination, I have to write four newpaper articles by -i dont even KNOW- I haven't even started, and now I'm panicking. I had all day after SAT class, and I don't even know what I did with my time. My time management skills are 0.. no.. -10000. Then, I have an upcoming math test on Friday. GREAT...This week, I'll be emo.
Amanda: we are going to be hella emo this week..
Very true.... Plus, I have a chem lab due on Wednesay. I'm about to rip my hair out. AND i have to study my ions because I have a feeling that our ion quiz is going to be on monday. -knocks on wood- the only grade that i'm sick to my stomach SCARED...DEATHLY afraid of is my Chem score.. that test...will kill me, or help me. And judging from the amount of time I usually study.. I'm pretty darn scared about it. I'm also scared about Hulls Academy.. I really need to start memorizing and stuff in that class and actually pay attention!!!! I NEED to raise my SAT scores..Goal Goal Goal- very good U.C.
I wish I had hulls in freshman year.. then I would've taken more AP classes because my AP count is like.. none right now. Frick.. and SAT 1 and Sat 2's are coming up very soon..and I need to take AND pass alot of them.I'm scared. REALLY scared. AND i have to worry about starting to do community service on a daily basis, and CSF activities that ALWAYS happen to be on fricking Sat!! I have hulls that day, and its like DEATH to miss a day. Just typing about it gives me an anxiety attack..crap. I need to get my act together if I want to pass Junior year without losing my sanity. Yet even though I know and FEAR all of this...I don't DO anything about it. I needa get my brain fixed pronto. AND i have to start exercising.. becuase i'm sleepy ALL the TIME. plus I gained like..5-10 extra pounds since freshman year..that isn't doing me any good. So, I'm cutting out all soda/sugar/junk food (hopefully I'll have the determination to... =__=) and I'm going to drink a lot of water. Therefore, I hope I can get leaner/toned. That is... if I have the drive to do it...-sigh-

posted by KT @ 9:46 PM 1 Comments

Even though I didn't know her very well... It came as such a shock..My mom told me, and just..man.. 7 years old.. just 7, and so unexpectedly.. My mom started shedding tears while talking about it, because..its just so..bool ssang hae. What about her parents, her sister? It just struck my heart..how quickly He can take a loved one, but at 7 years old? Its almost too much..but through this I hope there will be a greater awareness, a closer bond between eachother. The only thing we can do now is to pray for her and her family. Keep them in your prayers. Please. Rest in peace, Jean.

posted by KT @ 6:29 PM 0 Comments

Okay. For those of you who have no clue as to what to get me..here's a list, for the belated ppl. Im sorry!!

1. PRIORITY......MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEYYY!!! I am really really low on it. Don't feel bad, because to me, money is the best gift someone could give me right now.

2. Tohoshinki Artist Book 000777


Things NOT to get me. PLEASEEEEE my room is filled with this stuff!
1. NO DOLLS or stuffed animals. I have waaaaaaay too many T__T
2. NO lotions and bath and body works stuff!

posted by KT @ 7:21 PM 0 Comments

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEIZUREE!
:D :D I'll get you a present when I go to LA ^^ So wait like.. a month >< Sorry!!! So for now, please be happy with this pictures of your Cinderella. He looks so young here!

posted by KT @ 1:14 PM 0 Comments

Jaeeeee. ^^ Yes, he's a camwhore.. but If I were as hot as him, I'd be one too.

JAEHO. awfully close there.
^^ Jaeho= Jae+Yunho

(remember to click to enlargen)
I like how JJ's face is so pretty.. yet his body is like.. BLAZAAAM!

posted by KT @ 12:54 PM 1 Comments

OH YEA BABY. THESE ARE OUR SEATS FOR HOLLYWOOD. I'm so giddy right now, I'm scaring myself. CLOSE?? YEAH. The seats are pretty darn good for only being Garden and since they're extending the stage through the middle, it will be an even better view. It kinda sucks that we're faaaaaaaar off to the right, but WHO CARES. I really wanted Pool Circle, but it was a little too expensive. There are A LOT of good people coming this year, but I would only buy Pool for the people who came last year. Haha. I could get some Pool tickets, but since the other people from my party dont want to spend more on Pool, I'll just stick with Garden Seats. Yesssssss. Gonna miss school on the 19th and SAT class on the 20th, hope nothing's up then. So I can drive up to L.A. with Kristine in the morning, go on an insane CD shopping spree, and stay at a friend's house until... MAY 20th, where we will attend the pre-concert at 3. 8) then the real concert at 6:30. World Cup theme, so I'm going to wear the shirt I got at the Costa Rica v.s. Korea gameeee. I just hope people aren't screaming too much, and that people dont bring large arse signs that block our view. =__= and I hope screaming fans from the back don't pummel us and jump over our boxes to further block our view. THEY WILL NOT. Hopefully. I need to bring my camera+videocamera and like..300 rolls of film. Hahaha. GG. Peace.

posted by KT @ 11:09 PM 3 Comments

-Recap on Saturday

Went to SAT class and bombed the diagnostic test. I have to start to try in that class. aghhh.......

After SAT was straight to Janice's for her surprise birthday party!!!! I got her the Epik High Black Swan Songs Repackaged CD, and two cell phone thingies, and stuck the faces of her lovers on the cell phone strap. Hahaha It was really fun and the food was AMAZING... That was seriously the best party food I've ever had. Gosh, I wish I could go back and eat it. Haha THANK YOU MRS. KIM AND MRS. YI! The party was fun, and Suzi (sp?) unni was HILARIOUS. Hahahaha man i love how she laughed so much. Then.....around 11:00 everyone left, and the only people that remained at her house was Yvonne, Janice, Isabelle, her two friends, and I. We were all going to sleep over and then Kristine, being the coolest cat around had driven all the way to Fremont just to drop off my clothes and especially the TVXQ DVD. xD I LOVE YOU ! haha So, we started the DVD around.....11:30 all the way until 4:30...HAHHA and we only finished 2 DISCS!! I came home and finished the 3rd one though. :) but it was INSANE...screaming, clawing, squealing, singing, you name it, we did it. Isabelle for Changmin, Janice for Micky, Her friend for Yunho, Yvonne for Xiah, and I for Jaejoong.. It was absolute CHAOS. Haha it was hilarious. It was a "you had to be there" moment. It was seriously the most fun all week. I really wanted to watch it with these guys too haha. Then after a few hours passed, at around 3, her other friend passed out.. the other read magazines, Isabelle was drowzy, ALL while Janice, Yvonne, and I watched intently.Hahaha then after Xiah's interview was over, Janice and I were the only ones that wanted to continue on watching the 3rd disc. But her mom needed to take the laptop for early morning worship, so we didn't get to finish it. :( It makes me so happy that Janice is as passionate as I am. HAHAHA and then when we found out the two empty slots for Hollywood Bowl were taken by "two comedians" we were like, DUDE IT BETTER BE MC YOO or KANG HODONG... Kinda upset that I didnt go last year, when everyone was there.. -sigh- oh well... It's okay.. Its still going to be the BEST...If better artists were going, I would buy the pool circle.... but I just hope we get good garden seats! Peacceeeeeeee

posted by KT @ 9:17 PM 0 Comments

"AVEX ENTERTAINMENT has decided that YoungWoong JaeJoong will halt Japanese activities and the remaining 4 members will continue with their schedule. To all those that have greatly supported TVXQ, to the fanclub members, and to all the staff, we apologize greatly. Once we speak directly to YoungWoong JaeJoong, we will decided his activities schedule.Lastly, we would like to apolgize once again, and we promise that the staff will try their hardest to ensure that this will not happen again."

When I read that, I think I had to punch my chest to re-start my heart. WTF?!?!?!!?!?!??!?!? JUST BECAUSE OF A FREAKING DUI. He wasnt even charged and he didnt even go to jail!!! HIS PERCENT alcohol level wasn't even high at ALL!!!!! It's not even considered a DUI in America. His friends were piss drunk so who would've taken them home? And because of this, they're stopping him from doing what he loves most? He was SO HAPPY just to be up there again, dancing with the boys after his leg injury. He even cried because he missed it so much. And now, he won't be able to do it anymore? After what? 1 performance? That's torture! I mean, he's human. But yes, I KNOW he's a celebrity which makes him liable for his actions, but give him a break! For goodness sake! (oh that rhymed haha) ANYWAY...freaking LSM man.. Probably beat the living hell out of that poor boy. :( He's already been through enough, leave him alooooooone.

posted by KT @ 6:04 PM 0 Comments

Hello all! I was reading through the conversation Janice and I had, and I absolutely LOVE HER. Hahaha she and I are so passionate about our TVXQ boys. She's one of the few people I can talk with about them without sounding...lame. hahaha I was planning on posting our conversation... but decided not to. Hahaha, you can measure the depth of our...devotion by other means. :F

posted by KT @ 9:07 PM 0 Comments

I HAD to share Janice and Yvonne's card because it's so darn cool and their gift was even cooler!!! I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS T^T
I don't want to leave!!!!!!!! Its the cutest card I have ever seen *_______* Click on it to enlarge!!! JJ in that hanbok. -drool-
THANK YOU GUYS SO MUUUCH!

posted by KT @ 10:11 PM 0 Comments