KT

Really stressed out right now. Just found out the e.c. for Chemistry is due in 4 weeks and I havent even chosen an article. Plus, an English test on Monday, and a Chemistry test that will determine my grade (I want an A... but it didnt happen last semester, and I don't think it will happen this semester), and assuming from the horrible scores I've gotten ALL year, I CAN NOT afford a 6% drop in my grade. When I think about it, he didn't even give us enough homework assignments to raise our grades...I'm screwed. Plus, due to my outrageous procrastination, I have to write four newpaper articles by -i dont even KNOW- I haven't even started, and now I'm panicking. I had all day after SAT class, and I don't even know what I did with my time. My time management skills are 0.. no.. -10000. Then, I have an upcoming math test on Friday. GREAT...This week, I'll be emo.
Amanda: we are going to be hella emo this week..
Very true.... Plus, I have a chem lab due on Wednesay. I'm about to rip my hair out. AND i have to study my ions because I have a feeling that our ion quiz is going to be on monday. -knocks on wood- the only grade that i'm sick to my stomach SCARED...DEATHLY afraid of is my Chem score.. that test...will kill me, or help me. And judging from the amount of time I usually study.. I'm pretty darn scared about it. I'm also scared about Hulls Academy.. I really need to start memorizing and stuff in that class and actually pay attention!!!! I NEED to raise my SAT scores..Goal Goal Goal- very good U.C.
I wish I had hulls in freshman year.. then I would've taken more AP classes because my AP count is like.. none right now. Frick.. and SAT 1 and Sat 2's are coming up very soon..and I need to take AND pass alot of them.I'm scared. REALLY scared. AND i have to worry about starting to do community service on a daily basis, and CSF activities that ALWAYS happen to be on fricking Sat!! I have hulls that day, and its like DEATH to miss a day. Just typing about it gives me an anxiety attack..crap. I need to get my act together if I want to pass Junior year without losing my sanity. Yet even though I know and FEAR all of this...I don't DO anything about it. I needa get my brain fixed pronto. AND i have to start exercising.. becuase i'm sleepy ALL the TIME. plus I gained like..5-10 extra pounds since freshman year..that isn't doing me any good. So, I'm cutting out all soda/sugar/junk food (hopefully I'll have the determination to... =__=) and I'm going to drink a lot of water. Therefore, I hope I can get leaner/toned. That is... if I have the drive to do it...-sigh-

posted by KT @ 9:46 PM