KT

Hello all. Stacy's party was a blast. It had everything we needed: entertainment, old friends, food, and lengthy conversations. Thanks stacy for hosting one. :)

Anyway, after church on sunday, (and btw i MUST say, a job well done to Eric kim for praise. Great voice. )

I went to an art store with kristine unni, alex oppa, and matt. :D kristine unni got me a art book and inking pens!! *__* i was soooo happy. I need to start drawing again..bleh. Its hard to start when all you see around is people with art ten zillion times better than yours. I need to start to improve..I really want copic markers..so f-ing expensive. I want a wacom tablet...200 dollars. Painter 7, and photoshop 7. T--T..I desperately want tones and graphite pens!!!! I want water colors, brushes, and pricey color pencils. When i went into the store, i wanted everything. I was like a kid in a candy store. >___> its not like i know how to use them properly anyway..I really want to get better, but everytime i draw something i like it, and then when i look at it again, its not good enough. There are soo many skilled people out there. Pu is so gooooood. T-T i want to be like her someday, and nyanko..shes getting her manga published by tokyo pop!! ;____; and undead, haew, and kiru are soo good and they're only 14..just like me.. cept they have amazing CG skills.
-envious- Someday i wish i could be skilled like that. Anyhow, this new year hasnt been so happy. Tsunami's, mudslides, and everything. Its like mother nature is punishing us. Well, its well deserved anyway. People deceiving people, killing eachother, blah blah. Anyway, i have to get rid if this baggage that i keep carrying around. Its starting to wear me out. I feel like im being pushed down by regret, fear, etc. Im going to try to keep it together. In the mean time, stay peaceful. Love you all..actually, some. :)

posted by KT @ 4:17 PM