KT

blehhh. i've been pissed or just irritated most of this week and last week. Stupid problems!! GO AWAY!! -.-..pfweee... Yes, i will be starting highschool soon, and it doesnt sound like such a big deal, but it is to me. Im leaving some friends that are going to indy!! bleh. I have to read the good earth, and its not a bad story so far.. The bean trees was a strangely good book. =/

well, next event that is happening is jama. 5 in the morning. =___=.. at least i'll have music. and a great seat partner. RIIGHT ERIC??! hahaha and i have my pills! i wont be carsick any longer!

stupid cafe. Why wont the bastards just sign the damn contract? then all this crap is happening.. and i dont think it'll be good..-sigh-..

I watched outback jack yesterday, for some strange reason. I just felt compelled to watch it..weird..

Then he had to make the decision to eliminate someone..I ALREADY knew that he was gonna cut maria.. I mean, come on..stupid tv network.. grrrrr. then maria just burst into tears!! it was so sad!! and then jack started crying too! and i was like!! NOOO!!! AUSSIE GUY CRYING!! such a soft spot.. T_T.. then i started..
to.. ugh., -.- like a retard began tearing up. I dont know why.. I dont know. maybe the vision of two people crying just finally made me just i dunno, turn into a complete idiot. Maybe its just the retarded drama happening around these days. then i just really really wish the cafe could sell..

aaaaaaand well, for reasons beyond comprehension i have withdrawed myself from church activities except for jama that my mother has already paid for and is sending us there.. hmm well, i dont know i just am not active in church i mean its church. O_o. I think..and with NO offense, i personally think my church is shady. It might not seem so, but in an environment where gossip is VERY common, and the people are so CLOSE, its meant for drama to happen. This is only through my personal experience, that depending on how active you are at church, determines your..hmm how do i put it. level of superiority at church. So, if a lesser church goer as myself, was a former active member, then i am sort of looked down upon. Then my parents are looked down upon as if they dont go to church, that means they're bad people..i mean.dude..they DONT understand AT ALL..they seriously dont understand.If they had to work EVERY freaking day of the week for more than 12 hours they would undertstand. its not their fault that they cant go to church! my mother has to take care of the baby, and if the people there are saying she is using that as an excuse for not attending church, then fuck them. and just because im not feeling into the spirit to be jumping aruond being a crazy evangelistic christian, then excuse me. im sorry for saying such a rude comment, but that is how im really feeling. Im feeling like im being judged every day of my waking life by my church members as if just because i dont go to church as often, and am not involved in activities doesnt mean im a bad rebellious kid!! I know the youth isnt judging me.. i think... i think its more of the adults.. but watever. i dont care.. i truly dont care. If they will, or EVER make fun of my parents in any way, shape, or form. I will snap.

ANYHOW.. enough of this melodramatic CRAP.

I have become completely and utterly obsessed with Ricky Ullman. -.- yes, judge me all you want. dont worry, im not one of those crazy fangirls that post on forums with names like ricky's wife. -.-...
hes gonna be on law and order svu ep 121....O_O MUST WATCH..maybe he will be a troubled rape victim.. T__T.. i cant bear to watch! but i must!!!! arghhh. T^T the good thing is, kristine thinks hes cute too.. wAHAHAHAHAH she NEVER thinks white guys are cute.. well, she said only when he wears his glasses. ;9

Ricky Ullman, real name is Raviv. Born in Israel, moved to Conneticut, Jewish, 18, birthday January 24, 1976, just recently graduate fairfield highschool as class president, 18 years of age, attends same school as Miranda from Lizzie Mcguire and are good friends, recently broke up with GF. Currently lives in California, has two siblings, he is eldest of the siblings, he has starred in many movies in his past, he is to star in two new movies, and is currently starring in a disneychannel series Philof the Future as Phil, Sister's name is pim, and best friend is Keely. He likes Rooney and has blue converse. hehehe and wears AF clothing. Owns emo glasses.. -droooooooool-. well thats all i know about him. hehe i think? blargh. hahaha

Rickyullmanonline.net

CRAAAAAAZZZYYYYYY!!! haahahaha uh. bye!

posted by KT @ 10:42 PM