KT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
KIM JAEJOONG

(No I didnt get the date wrong, it's the 26th in Korea)



Brought into this world on January 26th, 1986 as Han Jaejoon.

It's gonna get a little mushy. Yeah, I know. Yuck.

I first discovered TVXQ around 2 1/2 years ago. (They've been out for 3 years now) I just knew of them, and thought they were pretty good. I wasn't an avid fan until a couple months after. I was going through a tough time...adolescence, money issues, big changes, and a sense to rebel? Whatever it was, they had a strong ability to just.. erase it from my mind. I have such an emotional attachment to these boys, that its much more than simply being a fan. I'm an admirer and a supporter..despite WHATEVER happens.

Yes Jaejoong is pretty, gorgeous, etc. To me...he's more. So much more. More than just looks. More than just popularity. He's beautiful. Striking, charming, captivating, seductive... I can go on with adjectives. He isnt just gorgeous and pretty... because to me, those words are merely for apperance. He's beautiful. It sounds cliche, but he's beautiful inside and out. He is my ideal. No, he's not perfect nor is he free of flaws. He has many flaws. I've been enamored with him longer than anyone in my life. What is it? His random spazzes? It's a strange, strange thing. I know him, yet I dont know anything about him. I want to know. So badly. He's just so.....gRNRIPENHERHE Okay, this is getting kind of gross. I just cant seem to get out everything I want to say. PROPERLY. If I tried, it would take 10 pages -_-

Basically, Jaejoong and TVXQ mean a lot to me. End of story.

So, enjoy your 21st Jaejoong. Even if you're in Japan..drink up some sake with your TVXQ buddies and celebrate. Its only going to get harder from here. Expectations. Burdens. Sacrifices. It hurts to see you guys trying so hard to please. I'm sorry. So sorry. But proud. Very proud.


Random plea: KOREAN FANS NEEDA STOP SCREAMING. Jeez, cant hear a darned thing. Fans in general.. please stop pulling and touching the boys yea? They already said they didnt like it.. why do something they dont like? Its scary.. how far fans go to invade their privacy. Really sad.


I can now say this with all the assurance of my heart.

Kim Jaejoong, I love you!


Happeh happeh birthday!

posted by KT @ 4:09 PM